Life really has been a labyrinth walk this past week. JD is drinking again (and hiding it-- or so he thinks) which resulted in a huge argument-- I think we both said things we didn't really mean-- or did we? I must say, I am ambivalent sometimes about keeping this marriage together. Sometimes it seems it would be best to call it quits; other times I recall taking vows 'for better or for worse'- and wonder how bad 'worse' has to get?
All this makes staying on program difficult, but I must break my habit of turning to food when stressed. One cookie is too many, and a dozen are not enough!
On the plus side, friends are beginning to notice the weight loss, and that's really gratifying. I can see small changes- I have more room in most of my clothes, my watch is not so tight, etc. It will take another 10 lbs or so before it is really evident, I think.
I have a business trip coming up right after Thanksgiving, and will need some clothes, but will wait until the week before to buy anything-- and hope that I can find something!
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